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Category Archives: Emotions
Fear, An Awful Place to Visit
I’ve been living in fear. Fear is not a mood, but it’s a true mood-killer. It’s there like a hellish foundation of all that is horrible and terrifying. It’s accompanied by dread, something which gives the fear some strength, backbone, … Continue reading
Moods
Moods. They are all over the place and change so rapidly I’m surprised I don’t have whiplash. This minute I feel leveled, devastated, sick to my stomach. Last night, I felt comfortable sitting here on the sofa with my husband … Continue reading
The Promise
He was distressed over the promise he made two months ago. I asked him to tell someone about the affair. He asked me what he could do and I told him what I wanted him to do “without discussing it … Continue reading
Shock
“Whatever you are thinking about me I deserve,” said my husband, today. Again. Spent a lot of the day curled up on my side on the bed. Wish I could pick a mood and stick with it, but once I … Continue reading
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Brazen
I have a fantasy where I grab the O.W. by the hair and forcefully shave a random pattern through her dark roots with unfettered delight. I imagine she struggles, but can’t break free. I see her in her blue turtleneck … Continue reading
After His Affair 